I think the idea of expiring on a canoe trip solo is very romantic.  But then I think of the reality afterwards.  I mean, will your body lay there for days or weeks decomposing?  Surely the mice and birds would have a field day and just maybe the wolves would too. 

Then there's the whole body recovery.  Do I really want to put others through this?  I think one last good trip then make sure all the affairs are in order before ....  I was going to say something about suicide but I can't bring myself to go there.  I guess I'll have to see how it plays out.