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My only solo trip was a few years ago starting on Labor Day weekend. Friends and family were worried about me and thought I was a little crazy and truthfully I was a little nervous too. Forcing the worrisome thoughts out of my head and just pushing ahead led me to the put in at Beaverhouse Lake late on a Saturday afternoon where I stood with my homemade cedar strip kayak and a pile of gear, wondering if I should turn back.
After crossing Beaverhouse in the whitecaps, hugging the shoreline where they were actually worse, and nearly rolling my kayak in the outflow of the river at the portage to Quetico Lake, I began to wonder if my friends and family were right. The rest of the trip was flawless. Weather was perfect, except for one windy day. I took my time exploring, fished and spent short days traveling. Usually I had camp set up by early afternoon and just paddled around nearby for more exploration and fishing. I made it into Jean Lake and then back out on the same route. The first night I was a little nervous about bears or moose or whatever visiting as I tried to sleep,but after that night I slept great with little worry.
I loved the experience and recording it with photos and video. Sitting at night by the campfire, looking at the stars, catching some nice fish, preparing delicious campfire cooked dinners, exploring a hidden waterfall, paddling in the early morning fog, all were experiences that, at the time, I had a desire to share with someone and I missed that. But, I also felt that those simple things seemed richer somehow because I was alone. It’s hard to explain but, I felt more “connected” to the trip. When I allowed myself to let go of schedules, expectations and not feeling the obligation to make sure others were pleased, it seemed like I eventually felt much more relaxed than on previous trips. I’m sure the trip could have turned sour with bad weather or an accident or something, but it didn’t and I look forward to my next solo. Soon I hope.
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